As The World Now Turns
Thanksgiving was at my apartment. TL cooked the turkey - and smoked up my kitchen. But the turkey turned out fantastic. He met my friends and family. Things went great. So great I have a huge white stain on my carpet from trying to get red wine out of it.
We've been spending lots of time together. We've even talked about moving in. It's wonderful. We are even using the L word. Things just feel so right with him. It's the strangest feeling. It's not the overwhelming passionate kind of love I always thought this would be.
I feel a calm that I've never felt before.
And it's wonderful. I feel that I can just be me, and he'll love me regardless. And his son, J, loves me to death. And I adore him as well.
I just feel like I fit - like I belong with them.
I don't know what will happen from here. Like I said, we talked about moving in together, but nothing has been decided. It's only been three and a half months. Is that too soon?
Well, I won't do anything for sure until my next semester is over.
TL's a wonderful man, and I'm very much in love with him.
Christmas is going to be hectic. I probably won't see him much this weekend because of family obligations. I've met his, and he's met most of mine, but I just feel that it might be too soon to go to the depths of holiday gatherings. But we'll be together for New Years. I can't wait to start the new year with him.
The joys of doing this at work - the phone is ringing off the freakin' hook.